Thursday, September 14, 2006

Oh, how things are changing...

So...my life is crazy right now. In a good way. Some changes are being made right now, and the transition is rough, but in the end, I'll come out on top. I can't put details...I don't have the right to let everyone know, nor do I really want anyone to know...but it does suck. I didn't want it to be this way in the least bit...but it's going to have to be. I can't keep living my life with someone in it controlling it (not talking about Chris here, just for the record...he's about as non-controlling as it gets!)...you don't realize things someone points them out...and then when you look to your other friends for guidance, they all say the same thing too. It takes an outsider sometimes. But now that I see...boy, was I stupid. I hurt so many people... because I thought I was better than them. Granted, I may be better (that wasn't cocky...), but the way I handled it was uncalled for. My apologies to those of you I've hurt in the past...oh...5, 6 years. My bad. I've been told that I've changed a whole lot even in the past couple of weeks. I feel better about my transformation. I think I'll be a more likeable person.

So wish me luck. Changing something that's been in my life for the past 12 years is pretty rough.

Until next time.

No new pics of Wyatt. He'll be 6 months old in a couple of weeks, and he's still growing as fast as ever.