Long time no post!

Hey, faithful readers.

I just happened to have a thirty minute break, so I got on the computer for other reasons than doing schoolwork! That's amazing.

What's been going on....Chris, work, school, homework. That's it. I don't have time to have a social life outside of Chris...but it's okay. We keep each other company and help each other get through school. It's good to have him here. We're staying on each other pretty hard about getting homework/studying done. I know we both need the motivation. He's doing great though. I'm so freaking proud of him. It's probably because he has a lot less outside stress this semester. Go figure. I just keep telling myself this is my last semester of hardcore classes, then I go to student teaching. They always said college was hard...but no one ever said it was this hard. Hooray, once again, for being a music major.

As far as fixing that particular thing in my life, I'm not going to post anything else about it because too many people that I don't want involved are getting involved. So I'll leave it at that. :-)

The music building is ice-cold. I need to remind myself to wear layers...especially since the high tomorrow is supposed to be 75! Thank you, Weather.

Work sucks. Bad. We're busy as crap these days, I work with idiots, and people run their mouths. Typical fast food. Really though...I work in rich-people fast food. It's a little bit different. My job is super easy compared to other jobs, and I still get out hours earlier than I would closing anywhere else...so I can't complain that much. But it does suck a little bit.

Chris and I are really good. Like I said before, we're busy. Our relationship is just growing and growing and we're getting closer and closer. We'll see what happens.

Wyatt is just about 6 months old now...he's growing up on us. He's developing slower than other babies, but considering his situation, I think he's doing great. He's smiling, laughing, cooing, and talking gibberish like crazy, though. I want one. Bad. But not yet. :-P

I have to go get the frostbite out of my hands. I'll update...sometime.

Oh, how things are changing...

So...my life is crazy right now. In a good way. Some changes are being made right now, and the transition is rough, but in the end, I'll come out on top. I can't put details...I don't have the right to let everyone know, nor do I really want anyone to know...but it does suck. I didn't want it to be this way in the least bit...but it's going to have to be. I can't keep living my life with someone in it controlling it (not talking about Chris here, just for the record...he's about as non-controlling as it gets!)...you don't realize things someone points them out...and then when you look to your other friends for guidance, they all say the same thing too. It takes an outsider sometimes. But now that I see...boy, was I stupid. I hurt so many people... because I thought I was better than them. Granted, I may be better (that wasn't cocky...), but the way I handled it was uncalled for. My apologies to those of you I've hurt in the past...oh...5, 6 years. My bad. I've been told that I've changed a whole lot even in the past couple of weeks. I feel better about my transformation. I think I'll be a more likeable person.

So wish me luck. Changing something that's been in my life for the past 12 years is pretty rough.

Until next time.

No new pics of Wyatt. He'll be 6 months old in a couple of weeks, and he's still growing as fast as ever.

i almost forgot!

I can't go without a new Wyatt picture! :)

Until next time.

Sarah requested an update...so an update she gets! Just for you though, Sarah :)

School is....eh. I'm glad I have something to do...but it's a little more than I bargained for. The amount of homework I already have is insane. However, on the up side...I'm graduating really soon. I keep telling myself that. I'm also getting a ton of financial aid dinero...which makes me extremely happy. As soon as I get the money, I'm apartment-searching. Time to start a new chapter of my life...and I can't wait. I'm so excited.

Chris and I are still going strong. Still as happy as I was the day we started being a "thing." I have a good feeling about this one. I've had good feelings about the others as well, yes....but not one of them has lasted this long. He's the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm glad I caught this opportunity when I did. Who would of EVER thought I would be happy in a relationship? NOT ME!!!

Work is good. I'm already back to my manager position. Pam is working around my schedule and giving me 23-30 hours a week, which is what I asked for. She's amazing. The people I work with are pretty cool, too...except for a few, but hey, that's anyplace you work. There's always a villiage idiot.

Alright, I must get back to my homework. I have a very fun night planned. :-)

Everyone take care! I'll try to update more often...